And I just can’t keep living this way
So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage
I’m standing up, Imma face my demons
I’m manning up, Imma hold my ground
I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now
It’s Friday, and I don’t know about y’all but I haven’t been this happy to see the weekend since, well… last Friday. But really, it’s been a lousy week and I’ve been holding it together by focusing on the little things – one self-indulgent treat at a time. Tonight fun things are in the works, possibly even a Patron Party at the new Fez (Patron and party in the same sentence? How can I resist?!). I have beautiful nails after splurging on an expensive but utterly divine bottle of OPI ‘Ate Berries in the Canaries’ polish – they look so good, I am spoiled off cheap polish for life!
Also, I am getting my crucial caffeine fix – after an entire day without coffee on Wednesday, I have had to face up to the fact that I *may* have a minor problem with caffeine – not getting it that is! I was ready to strangle someone, and life just felt super unfair. Thursday saw much of the same old shit, but at least I’d had my Vida and my midday espresso. These things help you know!
Before I totally forget what I wanted to say – I can’t get enough of Eminem’s Not Afraid. Right now it feels like a bit of an anthem for me, and the video gives me goosebumps. Nothing quite like that point of feeling your old self return, and while I know I am not quite out of the slump fully, I am feeling tougher somehow. I’m learning how to man up. And that, my darlings, is quite awesome indeed.
Bon weekend everybody! 
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